This painting was a real struggle as you will see the many faces it took on.  Sometimes it is an inner struggle and sometimes I just keep searching for what the medium can do and say.
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| The painting started vertical, with several figures emerging. | 
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| Flipped it horizontal and a dark singular figure emerges. | 
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| Looking back, I like this, but remember at the time I felt I needed to "lighten up." | 
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| Changes were because I wanted to add gesture for excitement. | 
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| Added some gold leaf in angel and sky. | 
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| It got exciting, but looked too much like "Super-man Angel." | 
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| Quieted it down, got rid of gesture, still very dark, now I'm in painters hell. | 
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| Breaking through. | 
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By this time the textures are thick, color is rich, and I added some metal powders to the paint.  Wanted to go strong female.  
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| Guardian 16                  Oil, 24 x 36 |